quiet time plan of attack!

Strange title for a blog entry, I know. Well, I've declared war! Yeah, you heard me...WAR!! War against the evil plan of the enemy against me and my relationship with my Savior. I'm going to take it day by day and pray about which area of my life needs the most attention at that moment. With the Lord's help, I know this is going to be an exciting journey :) I will be sharing bits and pieces here. I know I posted before about using this blog as a type of accountability. Whoever reads this is going to get to see my insides...muahahahahaha!!!

I had already typed-up an entry on "approval," but it didn't get saved and was deleted :( I will have to track down the sermon/article notes I read earlier today. It had some interesting stuff. Stinky! Maybe that's the Lord's way of telling me that I need to keep working on this study for a while. I guess I will and see what else the Lord has to show me. Oh, and when I say "approval," I mean the need for it and where it should be sought. I tend to need assurance and approval. Not sure why I have such a need for this, but I'm working towards the source of that assurance and approval to only be from the Father. Well, let me re-phrase that... It's okay to receive assurance and approval from man as long as your actions are glorifying the Father and in turn, you are giving Him the glory and praise, but I should only concern myself with the Lord's opinion of me.

Okay, I'm starting to ramble a bit. Sorry if that didn't make much sense, but in my heart and mind, I know what I was talking about :) I feel like I'm back in infancy with the Lord. Not such a bad place to be really, but I feel so vulnerable. Hmmm...