Can I Cry?

I just got off the phone with Jenna's pediatric chronic care coordinator. You need one of those when you have a chronic kiddo. It's the one and only thing I love about Kaiser. So, Mary Kay (she's super cute and from the North, so super thick accent) is getting Jenna hooked-up again with specialists we have had on the back burner due to various things like...having another baby. You know, little things like that.

So, specialists Jenna will be seeing in the next couple of months:

• Orthopedist (for her poor little caving ankles)
• Cleft Team (includes dental, oral surgery, etc.)
• Opthalmology
• Speech
• Endocrinology
• GI
• Neurology (her seizures aren't flaring, but her floppiness on her left side is a concern)

We will be adding therapy for Joshua as well...occupational and social.

I'm weary, tired, worn, and ragged. I know the Lord is protecting and providing; we have much to be thankful for. I wish I could get away for a break before this all starts up. I'm blessed by the life God has given me, truly blessed. But, even Jesus escaped to the garden to pray.

And I can't get Mary Kay's voice out of my head. I typed this whole post with her voice in my head. Haha! She's adorable and I am so thankful for her.